Monday, September 13, 2010
My life is falling into a downward spiral of slacking, sleeping and playing.
My love life is great, even when there're occasionally bums between the both of us....it doesn't worry me abit now.
I'm just angry bout the fact that I'm losing my body, my strength, my metabolism by the minute. I'm no longer as fast as I used to be, no longer as hard and definitely not as fit.
I can't do much with my injury, even though it's been satisfactory. I've gotta take the damn metal out soon.
How could I downgrade myself just because of my one finger?After that is another round of recovery and I'd just have to make up for my one-year hiatus twice or even thrice as hard as before.
NTU climbing team, and all the competitions that come along with it next year. I've gotta work towards my initial form and then further improve from there.
This reality is hitting me hard in the face now.
It will be outmatched.
It will be outfought.
It will be
undone.I'm getting out of this fucking downward spiral.
I'd never surrender, cause I'm still alive and standing.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
8:32 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-
