Tell me exactly what am I supposed to do,
Now that I have allowed you to beat me,
Do you think that we could play another game,
Maybe I could win this time-
I kind of like the misery you put me through,
Darlin' you can't trust me completely,
If you even try to look the other way,
I think that I could Kill this time-
It's not about the size of Your fists; it's the size of the Fight in those fists.
A little bit of hell this time.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
5:06 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
How You wished that You had the ability to customize the attributes of Your personality.
How You wished that things didn't have to end this way.
How You wished that good people would never ever change.
How You wished Your life wasn't a mess.
How You wished You were powerful like a God.
How You wished You could turn back time.
How You wished You still had Your innocence.
Does anybody really know what the world is coming to today? It's kinda sad when You don't know the meaning but everything happens for a reason.
"But do we always gotta cry, do we always gotta live inside a lie?
Life's just a blast cause its movin really fast,so You better stay on top or Life'll kick you in the ass."-excerpt from
Limp Bizkit's Take A Look AroundHave Fun doing something You hate to do; the disintegration of Your human soul is impending.
Mine already bit the dust a long time ago.
They say Life's the biggest lesson, but too bad that You'd only learn it when You're through.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
12:05 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Captions: The guys of 1A06. That's me holding a shotgun.5150; the Law code for the Criminally Insane.
They don't give much a fuck about authority, let alone what You think of them.
It's all bout Balls, Blood, Guts and Violence.
Promos in around a month.
Prepared?
Well, You better be.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
7:29 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
I haven't had the time to blog until today.
The past two days in school were pretty much fun.It was a pretty good break.From the hectic and mundane schedules consuming my soul by the moment.
On tuesday we had this cool "wear your home clothes" day for some charity hospice drive.Pretty fun,but there was a blasted econs test on that day to dampen the mood.
I wore a pentagram t-shirt and the class theme was "stained".T-shirt and black cargo pants.My own semi-industrial and parkour style.We actually bought some cloth and made some nice accessories outta it.
I made a scarf and wore it around school.Those kind where those latino street gangsters wore.All that was missing was a bloody gun.
We had CS in the night at cuppage,an all-guys nite.3 hrs straight with a Jim Beam in my hands.
The concert yesterday was pretty cool and well rehearsed.How I wished they played some heavy industrial beats instead of mainstream industrial like
dragula by
Rob Zombie.
I really wanted to enjoy myself,but something compels me otherwise.It was that very spirit;that sadistic macabre smile;that estranged soul who wants to be so damn different and go the direct opposite way.
I'm beginning to see myself as a machine;a machine of society.
Not much of empathy,remorse or sympathy left.
A loner.A fighter.A killer.
It beckons me.It really does.
Now am I dead enough for life or am I alive enough for death?
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
8:53 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Someday You feel like shit,someday You just wanna quit.
Someday You just feel so lost.
Fuck You.I'd be a chainsaw and I'd skin Your ass Raw.
They had a professional talker in school to motivate us just the other day.Talked bout how to get yourself motivated.
For many,in it goes and out it comes.
I've seen lotsa disgusting people in school lately, and no, not from my class.
People who think they're fucking popular.People who think they're fucking pretty.
People who think they're fucking good.
Juveniles who think that their happy-go-lucky attitudes will get them to the top.No doubt they're good academically.But they're just average workers.They only work for the sake of working.These people deserve to be discriminated absolutely.
It's all bout "he says she says" bullshit.
This is pissing me off like hell.
I'd make sure that all you cocksuckers out there get knocked the Fuck out.
Oh hell yes, cause I'm already on my way.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
6:28 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
