Something really bad happened today.Real bad,but I only managed to lose my face in the process.
So humiliating.The Venue?Somewhere really near my house.
This is crazy man,seriously crazy.
Would it be a sign to stop what I've done?
But I'm already considered to be lucky to be safe and sound now.Shit,I think in order to continue,I need to strategize.
I'm just afraid that this will kill my confidence and self-esteem,and that the incident would haunt me.
What have I become?
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
2:48 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
It happened under the Stars,just the way She had wanted it too.
Everything went just so well yesterday.It was almost perfect,except for the inappropriate attire and heavy bags.Well,such things are negligible and trivial when your full attention is just focused on only one person.
I couldn't even realise that time flew past me.
Insecurities are debunked by mutual assurance.Low self-esteem is destroyed by imminent love.
What more could We possibly ask for?
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
1:21 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
School was tired and tedious today.Had the Arts Festival ending ceremony,therefore there wasn't any CCA.
School ended at around 4 plus and She had agreed to have dinner with me.
All I could say was that it was a really special and spectacular night out.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
8:08 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
The sports day yesterday was the 1st Sport's Day that I have ever participated in my life.I've always been skipping Sports Day since primary school.
No wait,I remember the other time I joined Sports Day.It was in 1999,when I was primary 3 and it involved the dribbling of a soccer ball.I still have that golden trophy in my cabinet.
Well,it was such fun occasion yesterday.I'd participated in the 4x100m and the 20x200m.I had bronze in the 4x1oom relay,which I was damn disappointed with myself at.I was actually 2nd in place when this J2 guy outrun my in the face.I thought I was fast,but that guy is so much faster.
Oh well,he's a J2 and he happens to be the track and field captain so it's not too bad.I wasn't lacking behind that much too.
Well,I was bloody pissed with myself with the 4x100m,but then I found another chance to redeem myself and bust that bloody speedometer: the 20x200m.
The 20x200m relay wasn't bout passing light batons,it was bout carrying a bloody 4 kg medicine ball and sprinting.How crazy is that?
Nevermind,I wanted to make exploit this opportunity.I was runner number 6,and the J2 guys in my house were all pretty fast runners.Although the house gals got trashed badly,the guys did the opposite.We trashed the others.
I almost dropped the bloody heavy medicine ball;I'd never ever held something so heavy while sprinting.Well,when I was running,I heard everyone cheering for me and I blasted my way through the finishing line.Those guys had no chance of catching up whatsoever.
Now at least I've got some good reputation going on in school;alot of people said that I was damn fast.I guess I haven't lose any of my potentials throughout the past few months.
I have loads of tests going on next week,and today I couldn't join Rockmaster as my hands are still sprained and painful.No point getting there to humiliate myself when I do not have the ability to climb.
I met Gweny,PJ,Johnson and their canoeing friend for lunch.Gweny seemed much happier today.
I was really glad to see her smile beautifully again.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
7:49 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
A bloody Latency in my academic learning.Maths is one difficult subject and appears to be one of my worst.
I've gotta force myself to like it again.Just like old times.
This reminds me of a quote from the movie "Memento";even if a person suffers from short-term memory,it is quite possible to force the mind to remember certain things through repetition.
The repetition in this case would be Practice.
There's a maths test up tomorrow,I'd have to pull through it.My SMUN position paper happens to be in a mess now; it is actually due tomorrow and I haven't done it yet.The country I'm representing would be Romania and the topic?Vietnamese Invasion of Cambodia.
Now just tell me how the fuck am I gonna link Romania to the issue?Moreover,it has to be written in a formal way;just like the real delegates would prepare their papers.
There's really nothing much to blog bout my life nowadays; it is mere repetitions and deja-vus.I guess I'd just have to find out inconspicuous things that are happening in school everyday which might possibly breakdown the barrier of boring routine in school.
How I wished I had the power to keep the feeling of excitement perpetual.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
6:56 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
I almost forgot I had a blog.Been really busy.Now I spend most of my spare time fiddling with my new phone and creating new themes for it.
I guess I'm just obsessed.
My maths is seriously going down the drain,and GP too.I'm thinking of getting tuition now.History seems to be ok,but the thing is that I don't have enough time to complete the essays?
On Friday,training ended around 7.30.I met Gweny and PJ for dinner at Dhoby.Gweny and I do have loads in common,which is super cool.
Yesterday was supposed to be the farewell dinner at Furama Hotel for my rockclimbing J2 seniors.I couldn't go,have already bought the tickets for Spiderman 3.Outside the theatre,I met Baron and Guan Jie,which is super coincidental;they are also from rockclimbing.
Spiderman 3 is a nice show,but it brings out more of everyone's feelings rather than mere action.It is just much more sentimental.
I need to get a hold of myself.I need my adrenaline back.I haven't had any adrenaline in ages,and it's causing me to be dull and to disintegrate with time.
I need to find a new solution for my problem.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
7:46 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-
