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Now Playin: Drop the World

By: Lil Wayne

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-PROFILE-

Call Sign:Joker

D.O.B:10/01/90

Affiliations:None,I'm an individualist.

Description:Anti-religion,anti-christ.Frequent personality changes.

Shapeshifting Frequency:Unknown

Music:Industrial/EBM/Punk/Metal/Trance
/Trip Hop/Drum and Bass/Coldwave/Darkwave/Alternative.I believe Music can change the world.

Against:Homosexuals,itunes,
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Apathetic people who are narrow-minded,those who have no clear goals in life;people who are easily satisfied.
Religionists,pop/emo/radio-friendly sort of music.




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Friday, December 25, 2009


My baby darling made me a wonderful card, which is so darn cute that I'd feel guilty not blogging bout it.

Thanks, Love... You're the silliest and the sweetest definitely. You dressed really well yesterday.

Merry Christmas to You, Meouse. Merry Christmas to all you readers too.

Had an okay dinner at O'leary's, and She and I agreed that the food is quite overpriced. The ambience was good though, with a live band.

Sorry dear, there ain't no special christmas pressie for you this year, but I hope you've the same sentiments as me; all I want for Christmas is You.



He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

9:26 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Saturday, December 19, 2009


So, we got rings to celebrate our one year anniversary.

Babygal was so happy... Her ring was real sweet.... whereas mine is a lil loose.

We've been together for more than a year already... and there are times when I just miss and love you so much.

Spent around an hour impromptu to make a paper santa claus face for her, but it didn't exactly fit, so I ended up meeting her late and really angry at myself.

Well, I'd most probably make another one for you love.

Had a great and affordable dinner at pastamania and damn the apple crumble pizza was good. Baby ate so little as usual, like a meouse.

On the darker note, I've been really really angsty the past week, I blasted my platoon mates for minor issues and I fell down on the right hand.

Now x-ray shows that there is a small fracture at the same spot, and there is a slight twisting of the metal.

I don't know what's the fate of my hand... now I'm just angry that I had to fall.

Everything just seems to fucking piss me off.

So I'd fucking stop bloggin now.

Before I implode.



He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

9:10 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Saturday, December 12, 2009


The baby, her friends and I went to try shisha yesterday.

Initially I told her that I wouldn't even be trying... you know what being straight edge means. But I had more than second thoughts on not trying it.

So I tried it anyway.

Well, I may seem pretty much a hypocrite when I say I'm straight edge (when in generic terms it just means I don't drink, smoke, do drugs or sex) while I did drink and smoke shisha over the past few days.

Ok, before your judgements escalates into something critical, let me reinstate my stand.

Firstly, I did so because I felt that there was a serious need to experience something in order to judge it.

Let me give you a simple analogy: if you have never been through surgery before and I told you that a surgery doesn't hurt, would you believe me?

You probably would, because I've been through it before. Would you have believed the nurse then?

If you want a true and honest opinion on drugs, would you seek it from a counsellor or would you seek it from an ex-offender trying to turn over a new leaf?

Secondly, I haven't broken the straight edge rule. I have merely bent it.

I know you have thoughts about asking me, since you say it's ok to try, why don't you go try some drugs?

The thing is, drugs cause more harm on the body then any other thing. It's definitely not worth the try.

Another thing bout being straight edge is the ability to know when to say No.

It's ok to try, but the issue here is that many people tend to succumb to addiction after the first try, coupled with peer pressure.

This is not the case for me.

So I dare tell you that there's nothing cool bout smoking sisha or drinking, and you can see why I don't post photos of me drinking or smoking sisha. Because it really ain't.

It really ain't because I have tried it before, and I tell you it ain't fun or cool to do so.

So now do you believe me?



He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

6:56 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Sunday, December 06, 2009


Ok, went to catch New Moon yesterday and was hoping to attend the post-prom with the babe. Just our luck that the date's mixed up and it'd on Tuesday instead.

New Moon sucks. Period.

Played Truth with Her and all of a sudden she seems to have a mental breakdown. It's not her fault, but I kinda understand.

Well, you can't change the past, so stop worrying bout it and let it go.

All there's left to be done is for her to be happy and cheerful again.

The fact is, the Truth kinda always hurt.

I'm sorry.

I realise that the only time I have for myself is in camp when my friends aren't around.

Call me an egoist, I couldn't care less, but now I'm really being selfish: I can't wait for my hand to fully recover before I can fully climb again.

The only thing about relationships that bothers me is the total effort and commitment to the person you love, to the extent that even when you really don't have time for yourself.

I'm for commitment and love... but I remember there is one rule I uphold: Love yourself before you love others.

I love ____. Fill in the blanks will you?

Either answer you will still get it right.



He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

12:17 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-