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Now Playin: Drop the World

By: Lil Wayne

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Call Sign:Joker

D.O.B:10/01/90

Affiliations:None,I'm an individualist.

Description:Anti-religion,anti-christ.Frequent personality changes.

Shapeshifting Frequency:Unknown

Music:Industrial/EBM/Punk/Metal/Trance
/Trip Hop/Drum and Bass/Coldwave/Darkwave/Alternative.I believe Music can change the world.

Against:Homosexuals,itunes,
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Apathetic people who are narrow-minded,those who have no clear goals in life;people who are easily satisfied.
Religionists,pop/emo/radio-friendly sort of music.




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Friday, November 28, 2008


Went to East Coast with Silly gal yesterday; on a friday.

It started out fine...until I noticed that the bloody 401 was not in service on weekdays.

Got me very pissed as we waited almost half an hour at the burning bus stop.

Luckily, B2(baby2) managed to soothe my nerves just by smiling at me and telling me that everything's alright.

I thought it was the only silly thing that's gonna happen to us.

Unfortunately, unfortunate events always come in a series.

We took the wrong bus 30 all the way to harbourfront. But ok, silly gal was so happy looking at the view. It sure was a beautiful view.

Came back to East Coast and since 401 was down, we had to walk all the way from Fort Road to the bike kiosk.

Which was really damn far.

There wasn't any other way on weekdays.

Well, on the bright side, I had my dear Yijun as company...which was more than enough actually.

Reached the bicycle kiosk and we rented individual bikes.

Cycled all the way till the other end of East Coast...when suddenly my bike gears gave way. I tried repairing it but it was totally beyond repair.

The thought of pushing the damn bike all the way back to the bike kiosk and being unable to cycle with Her just makes me mad.

Really mad.

Felt that I began to burn again...but again B2 managed to subdue and calm me down.

The solution? She cycled carrying my bag while I held on to her at the side.

Silly gal did this all the way, and even uphill.

This is really touching, and only a silly gal deep in love would do this.

I Love You, Dear.

Ok, when we got back to the bike kiosk, I was lucky the guy didn't check the gears. Hungry as we were, we went to Carls Jr.

It was almost past dusk, but we managed to see the last remnants of sunlight.

The setting orangy-red glow of the sun in the darkness. It was really beautiful, and She was really beautiful.

It was getting really dark, and we walked again to Carl's Jr.

Shared a giant portobello mushroom burger. I was thinking of how to get home.

Ok, too bad there was no other bus, and we had to go through by the way we came in. Thankfully, She doesn't have an alter ego like Joker that flares up dangerously.

One Joker is enough.

Went back to the bus stop and took to harbourfront, again. There She went again, happily looking at the night view like a lil gal. Not that I didn't look at it like a lil boy, but yeah. Hahaz.

Switched bus and we eventually reached Her place at 10.30pm. There were no complaints at all. She just smiled at me.

Silly gal's really walking with me on this rocky road.

Killed almost all my insecurities within a day.

Yeah, it was such a day, but it sure seemed like an adventure, and sure was a great experience. I can't deny I had fun.

I know there will be more to come.



He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

7:30 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Wednesday, November 26, 2008


Yesterday was the great prom.

Silly gal gave me a big surprise by actually being present at the prom by being part of the backstage crew.

We even managed to take the last bus, and even though I walked all the way home from her place, all alone through the darkness and eating marks and spencer shortbreads, I feel blessed.

Contented.

Ok, I've got people coming up to me telling me that I dressed well.

I appreciate it, and I'd always put in the effort to groom myself well.

Well, let's just say that I've got my own style and part of my vanity runs in the family.

The post-prom party at the Arena; some really fucking stupid people think I would go and fall straight into their trap.

Yeah, like I would fall straight into the trap, and stoop so low to be a fool of the same standard as them.

Hahaz.

Man, you guys really underestimated me.

You see, even though I might seem like some kinda flirt to some, the genuine to many, the arrogant to few and the sweetest to one...but I'm still pretty crazy to all.

I believe my advocates and I are all people with backbones, and we don't really care how the other people think.

The mind's the greatest weapon, and it's all up there.

People can't force you to do things; but they sure can tempt your bloody mind.

Like I said, resist, manage your impulse and then think of a plan.

I tell you, there are just several personalities of me; each consists of only one of all the different emotions, and I can only feel at most one emotion at a time.

So, the good news is, when my personality is one of your favourites, provided that you play your cards well...then you'd get to be with the 'me' you like.

Well, then there is the bad news.

When you don't play your cards well even with my umpteen warnings, then you'd get to see something else...weirder.

Play with me, and You'd get burned for sure.

Ok, in a nutshell, Joker's just quite a complex character.

By the way, it's the egomaniac Joker typing this post now, just for all the viewers' information.

Oh, don't even waste your time trying to understand him...cause you'd never.

Don't forget this people: Don't get even, Get Mad.

See you, next time, old loser pals!



He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

7:54 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Saturday, November 22, 2008


Gosh, sweetheart's Rocky Road: I love it.

Silly gal spent so much time making it for me, and they say one of the ways to a man's heart is through his stomach.

I can now officially tell you, it's true.

Went to have sushi yesterday together, and looks like both of us became broke.

Broke but Happy.

Being happy is all that matters now really.

We went around the whole town in a day, literally, hahaz.

Got Her a mini domo-kun, and I think it's cute too.

Ok, I'm addicted to Mindless Self Indulgence's Never Wanted to Dance. Both the original and the Combichrist mix.

I know She's gonna walk with me on the Rocky Roads.

I'd never wanted to dance with nobody but You.



He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

6:35 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Tuesday, November 18, 2008


The War is officially fought and Over.

But the fire still burns, and I don't ever intend to let it die out.

The original fire may have died and gone, but the riot inside moves on.

There'd certainly be more challenges in life, and the end of A levels doesn't mark the end of my life.

I played soccer today and injured my butt and wrist. How clumsy. Now I can't even hold a spoon properly.

Looks like I won't be able to go back to training for a lil while.

But a special thanks to my darling dear, for her care and concern that never fails to warm the darkest depths of my heart.

Thank You, Hon- I appreciate every single thing that you do.

So very glad that You came into my life.

Now, I can't wait for Christmas.

She'd be the only one who can turn all your tears roses.

There comes the Mood again.



He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

7:10 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Saturday, November 15, 2008


Went to Topshop at city hall with my mom and bro yesterday, was looking at the jeans and this salesgal offered to help me, but I said I was just browsing around.

I turned to look at clothes then saw her smiling at me. Being courteous, I just smiled back.

Went to another section to look at clothes and she nearly crashed into me, saying she was sorry. Nothing funny here yet.

I heard my mom talking to a gal in cantonese behind my back, and I turned and saw her chatting with my mom. Initially, I thought she was my mom's friend's daughter or something, and she said she was a hongkonger too.

I went over and asked my mom who she was, and she just smiled and smiled. She said she was from CJC and also 18.

Sorry, but I gave her the signals that I wasn't really interested; even though I think she looks a lil like Maggie Q, I already have someone else.

So, I just walked away.

Came home, and my dad said I was a dumbass.

Hahahaz.

Well, I only wanna say one thing: there's just so many pretty gals out there, but so few good-looking guys.

So, guys...keep improving yourselves, physically and most importantly, mentally...and the all admiration you deserve will come.

Stay strong, confident and crazy.

Just like Joker.



He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

7:17 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Friday, November 14, 2008


The War?

It's almost over now.

Many lost it to apathy.

Hahahaz...if you know what I mean.

Went with silly gal to watch the good,the bad and the weird yesterday. Man, it's such a nice show...but too bad we had the lousiest theatre at Lido.

Damn.

Ok,I realised I've been looking not only at pretty gals but also handsome guys.

I think I need to change my style. It's getting old.

Final paper on Tuesday...then all hell breaks loose.

Just like the good old times.

Watch me.



He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

5:59 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Tuesday, November 04, 2008


Ok, War isn't just all about killing.

It's bout dodging the damn bullets that're coming your way, and the ability to last as well.

The A levels is very very unpredictable...and it made me wonder if they are really restructuring the whole examination and education system?

Does that make me wanna give up?

Fat Fuck Hope.

If that's what they want, I'd give it to em'.

Der Letze Schrei Sein. -it means 'to be all the rage' in german.

Kill, Dodge, and Last.

Let's Win this.



He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

6:27 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-