JC life is such a busy one,in fact,I've never been so busy in my life that I can ever recall.PW is tough,the things they expect from us are far worst than they expect from secondary school students.
I've to struggle with 7 subjects now,and all of them strictly requires me to simply aqcuire general knowledge from my surroundings.Even GP is tough,the facts needed to support your thesis in any argumentative essay must be vibrant and have a wide range of scope.That means that I'd have to start digging into newspapers and wikipedia everyday.
Well,all I can do is stop complaining and be stoic.I want to enter into a local university.Very very Badly.
Balance is the way to survive in JC.The balance between work and play;I've gotta juggle with so many things now.
Wait a minute,if all those people who got into the supposed better JCs through DSA/hard-on appeal despite having the same points as me,it doesn't make them smarter in any way,does it?Yes,we're all equal.All of us are granted a fresh start.It'd be a real tough race.
It's a tough race I'm determined to win.
Now I've gotta be aggressive in everything;be it in class participations or in my thesis in writing essays;I'd be needing my guts and heart for life in Hell.I want to be the one who's in full control of my Life.No one else has the Right to control who I want to be at all.
I do my things my way;I do what I like,I like what I do.So do You have any fucking problem with it?
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
4:22 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
I've just watched
Carlito's Way,which is an old movie released in 1993.Gosh Al pacino is such a good actor.One of the best in fact.I love his movies.
Carlito's Way was in fact better than
Scarface.
Ok,back to reality;CCA recruitment drive today.I should probably be joinin Rockclimbing other than Track and Field.
I'd spent 2 whole hours studying and talking to my buddy in the canteen till my ass hurt.Well,I reckon it's such a good way to past time,at least I'd revised my work especially maths thoroughly.We kinda talked bout the times we had together since the primary school days.Reminiscing the Past is such a good thing sometimes.It makes me learn.
Well,SR is not such a bad place to study after all,at least I could concentrate.We,the students are the ones who hold the cards to making the whole system work conducively.The greatest battles lie within.
I've already adjusted to the serious studying/workaholic mood now.I've got my drive back;I need to beat the others that I'd never seen eye to eye with.I am superior to all those in SR now.The reason I didn't do well for my exams was because I lacked my drive;I was being so naive and immature.I was such a slacker.
Just get ready to Welcome the New Me.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
4:33 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Man,I've decided to change my blogskin again.This time to something more sentimental.Did some simple editing with the original template itself and added a new song to create the ambience.
People whom visit my blog should really turn on the music and enjoy your time here.I'd really appreciate it when people can relate to what I feel?
Now you might ask what inspired me to do such a Emo blogskin.I honestly don't know why either.I just feel it.I don't think I need a reason to feel what I feel like feeling.
Man,I miss my old class in the 1st 3 months so much.I really do.It'd be such a sin not to miss them at all.
I'm doing fine in school now,made a couple of new friends in class...but it still takes time to get the whole class spirit together.It's still kinda boring.
Well,we don't always get what we desire...and we make the best out of what is given to us.I hope You guys can relate to me and do enjoy your time here in this ranting space of mine.
Enjoy.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
6:17 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Are you fucking Kidding me man?Are you really fucking kidding me?
Adele left for AC,yes I know,and I'm happy for her.But guess who the fuck took over her place?This fucking obnoxious pig from my secondary school.Whom everyone hates.
FUCKIN' kidding me!A couple of my friends also made it through their appeals,now there're less people that I can relate to.I've seen my class list;most of them are gals.Ok nevermind bout that.
Anyway there's a class bonding camp tomorrow,I hope everything goes out well.I would definitely avoid that Pig.Fuck him.
Well,all my appeals weren't successful.I've already fucked up bad.Fucked up real bad.
Then my ex messaged me on friendster.Of all times,she had to do it now.When I'm really fucking angry.My link on her blog is equally insulting.Fucking piss off,idiot.
Everything just seems so wrong all of a sudden.Everything is against me.
Now my mentality's gonna get stronger:I'm determined to reach the top of SR now.I won't lose out to anyone and the Best is all I fucking deserve.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
11:35 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Now there's really a million voices ringing in my head;they all don't synchronise.Adele's leaving SR for AC.I don't know what to feel right now.
I shouldn't be sad bout it,I should be happy for her instead.I just don't know.I don't wanna feel anything now.But the fire inside is fuelled again.For no apparent reason.I'm not angry...but I feel anger.
And with this anger,it inspired me to do a new blogskin.This is what I feel now.My thoughts are racing very fast now,I can't really concentrate on one particular emotion other than the anger?Or perhaps it isn't anger at all,but I just feel so much like burning when I'm angry.
Wait.It feels exactly the same.But I can't get violent just yet.My instincts tells me that I should harness all that hate for something.Fuck.
I am happy for her.She definitely deserves a better place than SR.But I'm not angry bout her not staying in SR,or rather,I seem to be angry bout myself.I am my own greatest enemy now.
What is left are just plain memories.We should all be without emotions.
Ok,now I'm pretty calm.Everything just seems so still suddenly.As if time stopped.
Yes,this is only a sign that I'd get stronger in the end.
I don't even feel like crying now;I just feel like killing someone.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
6:07 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
A Deja-Vu Fusion night yesterday.Gosh it was so fun.We did the college dance,and even the sternest of teachers were all high and happy.The principal actually did the chicken dance;well I've got to say that at least this time he didn't chicken out like the last.
Man,it was one hell of a night.Ironically,We changed Hell into Heaven.Everyone was having fun,and the best this is,my friends came back to crash the JC and visit us.Gosh,I just miss them simply.
I've got friends who got into Tampines JC and they appealed back.Many of us who were there in the 1st intake are still there.The bonds would just get stronger and stronger with time.
Well,surprisingly,that sternest semi-discipline master was laughin and smiling all the way that he came to me and shook my hand?Well,I was too high to think bout anything else but havin fun.
I hope it will get better back there,I've gotten to know much more friends now and they're all nice people.Well,I will still miss my 1st intake friends but sometimes it's just best that we accept the things as they are.
I'm sure no one wants to have enemies and make their working or studyin place miserable at all.Everyone wants to have fun.But it takes every single one of the students and teachers to make it all work and happen.
This time I'm bout to break my own rules bout being a defiant student.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
7:06 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
I got posted into SR.Acronym for Student's Rejects.It has become a fucking hell-hole.Most of the new faces are unworthy shitheads longing for a dumping ground like SR.
The teachers all seemed pretty nice during my 1st 3 months there,now they're out to get me.This indian teacher who doesn't even know me at all,came and told me in the face that my attitude sucks.I had no choice to comply with his rules.
The round 2 orientation sucks to the core,and I missed my previous OG and friends so much.Things are getting from bad to worst.We're all stuck in a dilemma.Every single one of us that got posted into
Hell.Everything is changing.Including me.Now I've got to find a way to get back at the teachers.I'd try to act really nice but if they don't respect that,I will give them hell.
Joker will give them
Hell.
It's either they die or I die.There's absolutely no reason to be scared of anyone.There're lots of people in the same boat as me now.We're all struggling to make our way outta SR.Do bear this in mind;alot of people will not be able to make it
alive.
Welcome back to the Hell-Hole;where everyone knows my name and they're out to get me.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
1:29 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Captions:My Class 1A06
Captions:Me and my dearest Buddies.At this instance of my life,there will be another very crucial 'shuffle' round of my life's events;where there's a possibility that everything in my life may change completely.
Well this has already happened before at the beginning of the year,when I got into SRJC.SRJC is not really a bad place...it all depends on whether the people inside want to make it all work out.As far as I'm concerned,every single cohort/acquaintance/friend that I've come across in SRJC,are very nice to me and we always manage to break the ice very quickly somehow.
Sometimes,it leads me to think twice bout whether I deserve all these from You guys.
The sad thing now is that all these is all gonna end:All the things we've done together;be it some stupid jackass stunt or in times of 'peril'(such a case was being reprimanded by the teachers all over),it will all be etched in my memories.
I loved every single moment of my entire time in SRJC spending it with You guys.It was time all worth well spent.Well,it's not really time to say farewell yet,I reckon there'll still be times we could come out and meet up together to rekindle.
That'll be real sweet and nice.
Tomorrow's the JAE results,I'd spent most of my time thinking bout the fun times in SRJC rather than wonder bout my posting.I mean even if I get posted back to SRJC,many of my friends won't be stayin there anymore.It'll be such a disappointment.
To my dearest male/female friends from 1A06:Brandon,Kelvin,Wee Beng,Adele,Jolynn,Steffy,Si Ying,Lelin and loads of other more people,I love all you guys man,You're the people that I can really relate to;the people that really make things happen.I can never ever find much dearer friends than You guys.
Come on,let's think bout it;We had only spent 2 months together and We already had such a strong bond...imagine if we were to be together for 2 years.Wouldn't we be like brothers and sisters then?
From tomorrow onwards all our lives will be shuffled and changed.I wish all you guys the best out there and I dare guarantee and assure You guys that we'd still be the best of friends no matter what kinda friends you make later in life.
Bonds are forever.Especially Ours.Be very sure bout that.
Well,good things would always come to an end,just so that we can cherish them and make them last as long as possible.There will be no regrets and we only have the best interests for each other.
We went in as strangers and We came out as Brothers-
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
10:45 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-
There's this particular teacher in my current school now:he's a physics teacher and he seems to be in-charge of discipline also.He caught me on the first day of school for my hair and several other rules I bent.Man,alot of people find this teacher irritating and obnoxious.I just find him weird.
He was also there when I was being sent to the general office after being caught for jumping off the ledge.Then yesterday,He met me in the canteen.He asked me to come towards him and I was puzzled as I didn't remember breaking any rules at that instance.
Here's the funny part:He asked me where and when I picked up Parkour.I told him I had an obsession with speed,climbin and obstacle courses when I was young,but I didn't know what it was called until when I was 15,when I stumbled upon it on the internet.Man,this teacher is so weird.He seems so interested and shocked bout me doing parkour.Last time,whenever he sees me,it's always bout reprimanding me.
I still consider myself as an amateur,I can only do a couple of vaults and climb,I have yet to perfect these skills.I have still yet to drill the basics.
There's still so much to learn,yet so little time.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
1:31 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Captions:My Class 1A06 
Captions:Me and my dearest Buddies.
