I strive to Burn and the Flame returns-

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Had a wonderful Christmas yesterday with my dearest Silly Gal yesterday.

Twilight at 4 at GV Marina, and we've got the best seats in the house. Surprisingly, the movie was good, but it might be because I didn't read the book.

Dinner at Swensons, and had sushi supper from Carrefour.

Exchanged presents, and we both do like our presents. Ok, it's a successful Christmas. :)

She kept mentioning my birthday, and funny thing is I didn't even realise that it was gonna come?

Oh, She's so silly.

Realised that everyone was staring at her legs for the grey leggings, instead of em staring at me, which happens usually hahahaz.

I wanna go jamming again.

Finally found an angel to spend Christmas with.

He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

7:16 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Brought Silly Gal to a shop, to let her guess what present I had in mind.

To my surprise, she got it right and liked it!

Well, to her surprise, I knew who JOMO was.

Hahaz.

Can You feel the connection between us?

I feel it getting stronger.

My scraped knee wound isn't healing as fast as I thought it would.

This Christmas, my schedule is the tightest ever. Been going out almost everyday. Went to watch Ip Man yesterday with family at Lido, good show, but there should have been more fights.

Hope We can get to watch Twilight tomorrow, and have a good dinner.

Why is everyone being so particular on 3rd January? ROCMOC's going cycling at Ubin, and Dear's friends' gathering.

Now let's hope my old buddies have nothing on that day, cause I'm fully booked!

Merry Christmas, Mouse!

He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

6:55 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Friday, December 19, 2008

Been so busy this holiday.

Played as a left back defender in a full field soccer match on Thursday, and man, our team got thrashed.

Well, but I realised that I still had the speed and a lil stamina. Still managed to block a couple of shots.

I scraped my knee and my legs feel pretty rigid after the match.

The drummer got injured during the first 10 minutes of the game and looks like we can't possibly jam again this remaining year.

Okay, Silly Gal's so gonna kill me, when she find out bout this.

I can't celebrate Christmas with her on 25th as it'd be my parent's dinner.

Damn.

Look's like there isn't any other day on the whole of next week as her schedule's already packed to the brim.

Double Damn.

I only have myself to blame.

He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

7:21 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Ok today's jamming session's quite successful. At least there was something going.

So good that I'm a little deaf...and mute, cause I shouted my lungs out for a few songs like Skillet's Falling inside the black and Linkin Park's Bleed it out.

We did a couple of songs, from Alter Bridge's Metalingus(man, that was a real challenge for all) to Muse's Hysteria.

Man, Muse's Hysteria is so damn good.

I enjoyed singing this song the most, other than Bleed it out's rapping verses and Falling inside the black's shouting parts.

Damn, my good old buddies are just so good at jamming.

This is my first time shouting at the top of my lungs singing. I'd always wanted to do this.

Too bad, the AFI's Miss Murder, Skillet's Looking for Angels and Comatose can't be played as keyboards and tabs were needed.

Maybe next time.

Need to find someone who can seriously play a keyboard, and then perhaps we can even play some industrial songs?

That's quite my dream.

He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

7:27 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Enjoying myself this holiday, hopefully I'd start work in January.

Been going out the whole past week; the following Tuesday jamming and Thursday soccer full field.

My pockets are dimishing.

Tomorrow's jamming session; I hope all will go well, as I'm the weakest link as a singer who tends to forget the lyrics.

Ok, I don't even know the lyrics of some songs they're playing, but yeah.

My English is deteriorating. My vocabulary is limited.

Yikes.

But But...I'm not vulgar anymore. Don't know where did that personality disappear to. It just happened overnight.

Still trying to get Combichrist's new album due for release in January 2009, and apparently no one is willing to seed.

Meanwhile, I'm thinking of what look should I adopt for the new year.

A new hairstyle? A new piercing? A new set of abs? Or even a new tan?

For those who don't know me yet, Joker has many faces.

So many I can't control.

Maybe only She can.

My current playlist: Faderhead's FH3 album.

Particularly TZDV (Tanz Zwo Drei Vier) and Electrosluts Extraordinaire.

Sorry, no previews...I'm the only one with the album.

Everyone Dance...one, two, three, four....

Everyone Dance...one, two, three, four....

*Obsessive Compulsive* (the result of spending your days with an OCD person and the Simpsons)

He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

6:17 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Friday, December 12, 2008

Beloved made me a very tasty lasagne with ham instead of beef, which is much healthier.

Two pieces actually, and the only thing was she didn't make enough exactly to fit my stomach.

But then again, it was so tasty that I finished it all up in a few gulps...even though the tops were a lil burnt, but they still tasted good.

I mean, it was really good.

One of the ways to my heart, is through my stomach...and Silly Gal spent the whole morning preparing it for me, and she had to wash all the dishes herself.

Sorry, I can't help dear, but I would if I could. :)

I love You.

We took a trip down a swing and Thomson Plaza's NTUC to do some window grocery-shopping. Had fun watching Her get easily amused by those expensive and rare stuff like foie gras.

Went to Chinatown to celebrate my grandfather's birthday at a posh vegetarian restaurant, and I realised that my younger cousins have grown.

They're no longer children.

Ok, I'm already 18, but I still feel like a child sometimes.

Well, I should just be contented, watch myself and make sure no one gets hurt unnecessarily. This way, everyone could live happily ever after.

But, I can't possibly do this alone; those around me must also have faith and play by the rules, as there are always consequences.

Remember this: Everyone has a part to play in making this a safe place to live in; break the rules and you pay the price.

To be loved, or hated...that's entirely up to You.

He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

5:34 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

My wrist has been hurting for bloody long now, and I haven't been climbing.

I feel paralysed when my right hand is injured.

I didn't get the job at the bank, and I'm happy. It's the holiday season and who'd be that mindless to be working?

It's alright if I'm a little short of cash, but I have time on my side.

There'd be plenty of other opportunities and I'm waiting for the relief teaching job.

No contracts, no shithold rules nor regulations.

My current playlist: Blaqk Audio's Cexcells album. Gosh, Davey Havok is good at synthpop.

Time is all to Us.

It's quite all that matters now.

He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

6:59 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Sunday, December 07, 2008

Ok, Silly Gal's dares are so embarrassing.

Didn't know that the many faces of Joker actually had a hidden 'beng' inside. Man, I feel so embarrassed talking bout this now.

Hahaz.

Went to places with Her, and it was as far as causeway point. Then, noticing that it got pretty boring, we went back to town; Bugis and Haji Lane areas.

Yeah, they sure do have stalls selling quirky stuff, but most of them caters to women.

Shocked Her with something that looks awfully real. Wanted to keep Her in the dark, but I'm so afraid that lying to her will become a habit...so I didn't.

She'd always mentioned to me that I'd look nice with one, although it can be of a hassle.

But I think I look nice with it.

She looks even better with it, gosh.

She likes my new tan, and I like it too.

Took 980 home and there goes the whole bloody platoon of banglas.

What a Fucked up turn-off for a date.

Reached Her place at around 11.20 and Her tired eyes never fails to make me feel touched.

I just wanna make sure She's always safe and sound.

He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

8:09 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

Ok, I've got a call that told me I'd be shortlisted for a job at a bank in Toa Payoh that pays $6.50 an hour. 5 days work week. Minimum 3 months contract. Starts next tuesday.

I'm fine with this, but I've also signed up for relief teaching online that pays minimum $65 a day.

But the problems are: I wanna spend more time with Her, at least during her holidays? At the same time, my wallet is dimishing. Moreover, relief teaching can only start earliest by next year.

Ok, seems like Silly gal's stressed bout alot of things like Christmas and work.

Oh, She's so silly.

Been going out everyday these past week. Until I've got nothing else to wear.

Current Playlist: Dieblo's Evil Eyes.

Damn, this jap guy is good. Try him here: http://vampirefreaks.com/dieblo

I'm having much difficulty trying to update the songs into my jukebox, but my music's so underground that they don't provide much streams online.

This is what they should play in clubs of just sexed-up hip hop, which I don't even feel any arousal while I was dancing.

Really nothing. Ok, it's also partly because I already have someone in my heart. :)

Industrial goes well with alcohol.

So well that it gets me psycho.

My kinda high.

This is the New Shit.

He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

8:05 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Invitation to the VJ post-prom at O Bar yesterday by my good old' buddies.

Had a couple of drinks, played pool and apparently everyone was like best friends when we got high.

Went to the dance floor and damn, it sure was crowded.

Wished they had changed the music from hip hop to industrial. Some Combichrist and Faderhead would have been great.

Dirtygrrls, make some noise, move that ass for dirtybois...dirtybois, so obscene, like to see the grrls extreme.

Too bad the lights were on at 3 sharp. Spoilt the fun.

Ok, there goes my guts.

But on the whole, this club's good if not for the massive crowd.

Would have been better if She was there.

I miss Her.

I think I've gotten silly gal worried silly, but no worries! I'd definitely make it up to Her.

Ok, I'm having a slight hangover now, but I'm still standing.

See You, Next Time-Folks!

He builds his personality like how They build bombs-

7:01 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-