Monday, February 23, 2009
I just sat in front of the tv and watched the
Live and Loaded bands perform.
What poor music tastes people have nowadays.
Every single performance and song I heard, had such a 'pop' feel to it more than a heavy rock feel.
How do you want us to support local bands when their songs do not turn you on even a lil bit?
The radio has flooded the young minds of today with sexed-up hip hop and R'n'B, so much that they can't seem to differentiate between rock and blues.
I'm not saying that I hate hip hop and R'n'B, but as a vivid music listener, please, at the very least be able to differentiate between genres.
Could You believe a guy called Mark Bonafide who acts like a rapper singing on
Live and Loaded without any instruments?
Why the Fuck do you call it a rock event?Many Bands/Songs today kinda lack the drive; the same drive and hardness you get out of metal, industrial, punk and true rock.
Intense money-making desires have made the music industry push bands towards the edge of popular culture, thus many bands make songs that sound bloody half-hearted and meaningless which seem to appeal to the majority, and there you have it: True Music is dead.
Now bands and their followers dress up all crappy; tight skinny jeans, colourful t-shirts and leather cuffs: all because they think the gals like it and it's fun to be hip.
Well, Fuck Hip, and Sexy.If you're truly beautiful or cool, you don't need none of those colourful gay shit. Well, unless of course, you're someone like Davey Havok who is the only guy so far I think looks good with make-up, long hair and eyelashes.
If you're not, then fuck you.I won't be sedated, I won't be sedated...You're seriously overated.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
5:31 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Went with my Silly Gal to Queensway yesterday to get her a new pair of fbts, as she seemingly lost it in school, but in the end she found out it was in her bag all along only today.
Before that, we alighted at the bus stop only to find it raining so heavily so we had no choice but to wait for an hour there until the rain got smaller, before we ran.
Silly Gal was lookin' so good in her fine jacket. :)
So we had dinner at IKEA and she seems to love the swedish meatballs very much...and I can't stop stealing her food even though I had an excellent honey baked chicken rice and two hotdogs to myself before that hahaz.
Went to Vivocity afterwards, and I actually tried looking for a chalkbag at Daiso.
Today, I was scheduled to have an audition that would be recorded for show on tv with buddy Aslam, my seniors and my juniors at 3 pm; I met the Silly Gal at 12 for lunch and when it started raining, the whole Novena was wet and crowded.
She didn't seem to have the mood to study, and then she went to Macdonald's at Centrepoint to try to study while I went for the audition.
So at the audition; met up with my seniors Regina and Felicia who didn't have any idea what we were in for, and we did the answer-questions-routine impromptu.
Well, I started answering the questions the person asked us, and the rest of the team followed suite. The best thing was none of us interrupted one another and we managed to answer all the questions with ease without stuttering.
The thing lasted around 5 minutes, and I had to shelter the ladies and bring the umbrella we borrowed back to Botak Jones. Then they said I looked like another senior whom had a nickname 'egghead'. My junior said he got groped on the way there in the train as the molester had apparently grabbed his butt by accident while wanting to grab the butt of a pretty gal next to him. Aslam said he was once approached by a man who offered him a job being a 'masseur' that could earn 400 bucks in 2 hours while training topless.
A series of funny events. I laughed my heart out.So I went back to Macdonald's only to see the Silly Gal studying there all by herself. So I sat there and tried to hack her phone and I wasted one of her messages by sending it to my phone.
We then had korean food at Meridien, and to think only 2 nights ago I was running from there to Somerset mrt at full speed to catch the last train.
Man, these days are all busy/funny frenzies.Which makes you wanna smile and laugh to yourself sometimes.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
6:02 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Thursday, February 19, 2009
My bipolar acted up last night when I got sparked off, and there goes Joker.
Sparked off His boundless hate for anything I find that would remind me of bitches.
I really shouldn't have said those things, and now I've hurt my baby badly that She's afraid of me.
Love's the only cure for this. I've harnessed it for far too long, and it has inevitably become a part of me.
She didn't do anything wrong; she merely went for Lit Night and chatted with a friend who performed and Joker got so angry.
Joker thinks Literature sucks, and chatting with a friend who acted sucks even more... all because he has the rage to make some bitches,
Obsolete.I think he's just being unreasonable for snapping at his beloved just like that. What similarity is there between my baby and a bitch?
There really isn't any.Joker thinks there is because his hate, his anger and his rage knows no bounds and when he's not in a good mood everyone is a danger to him.
I mean everyone.Even myself.No one can hold a candle to you, my dear... and it's all my fault.Yes, you're right dear; you'd only know how much you really love someone when tears are shed, most often mutually.I'm sorry, and I Love You.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
8:17 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Cycled to the ITE at Balestier yesterday to check out their boulderwall.
Phew, it was sweet. Best free-of-charge bouldering area ever.So I climbed the walls and got 4 blisters on both my hands. My fingers appeared much weaker than before. But I'm still gonna continue climbing.
So today, I woke up at 8 to reach Hougang at 9 to play soccer with my friends. Played from 9 to 12 plus, and so I've got sunburn again.
Went back to school and met my silly gal but I couldn't see Her for long as she was still having lessons, so I waited till the bus came to bring us to Yishun Safra.
Hahaz, silly gal wants me to keep my sunburn-tan for her.
Man, the J1s this year are mostly guys...and only about 4 gals joined. Poor thing.
Well I taped my fingers up real sweet and started bouldering again. Did loads of routes and it feels almost like a reunion when most of the team came back.
You see, I've bought a pull-up bar and had it installed at the door frame.
Now, let's just get real enthusiastic bout climbing alright?
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
5:47 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Hahaz, cute.
Made Her a hand-painted card which seemed plain, but even she was surprised I'd painted it. Initially wanted to buy Her a card, but when I saw those cards they sell at the stores, they seem so common and lacking something that could show how I truly felt for her.
So I made a simple card with gradual pink to red tone along with a lil poem to make Her smile. I got my inspiration simply because: firstly, those cards sold in stores lack sincerity; secondly, my love for Her is as simple, as deep, and as gradual as the colours; thirdly, to me, simplicity is the epitome of perfection.
Had wanted to dine at Fish and Co. at the glass house initially, but reservations were full and there was a hell long queue, so She decided that we should have Carl's Jr. at Marina instead.
So, we each had an enormous burger, followed by large fries, onion rings and the largest drink that is refillable. Had the best seats in the house, and it was a really filling and good dinner.
Which gal doesn't mind you not having a candle-light dinner along with expensive gifts and roses on her first valentine and even takes the effort to bake for you?
It's got to be Her.I will end up loving Her even more.Pure, pure, pure sweetness.I'd always longed for a companion who doesn't mind toiling in hardship with me. But I know I won't be toiling in hardship forever; I simply haven't reached my prime yet.
So I make sure You won't regret being here with me.I got to bed at around 2 and today I got forced wake at 8 to attend the commemoration of the WWII victims at City Hall.
What a drag, the damn thing lasted for only 30 minutes, and that one minute of silence wasn't exactly...one minute.
I sat there through out, and I only heard the damn band play most of the time.
Best thing was some loser old hag was acting all tears all the way behind, saying that her dad was killed by the Japanese 42 years back.
42 damn years ago, where they didn't even know what a condom was. Look, why don't we just cry for every single person in the world who dies every single minute?Dumpster Fucks.Went to have some awesome porridge and then to my aunt's place to swim. Swam with my cousins, and ended up having a sunburn.
Ok, I'm ending the post here cause I'm tired.
I can be so busy even without a job.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
6:14 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Catched up with my old buddies over Monday and Tuesday.
The school security had a problem with letting us in, so I suggested that we climb in through the gates facing the main road. Went into SAJC to try their boulder-wall, and my stamina still hasn't recovered completely yet.
Went to play Left 4 Dead on both days and damn, I do love the blood, the bullets and the darkness.
It's the kinda game where you really can blast some Dieblo in and have a hell of a time.
I feel that somehow we're like brothers even though we're not that close.
Every single one of us has distinct skills and personality traits. Some are into music, some are into soccer, some are into parkour, some are into rockclimbing, and some are always into gals.
But some way or another we always seem to have something to catch up on.Ok, back to my love life: Valentine's Day is coming up, and I have my worries on it being not up to Her expectations.
A side of me is quite depressed that I still don't have a job since it seems like everyone has one.
The other side of me is telling me that I should see good in this situation, where the average will only see this as being a good-for-nothing.
Joker always seems to be able to alter my perspectives on something bad into something good. What a guy, I owe my character to him.
Had a bad haircut by the way, these motherfucking barbers aren't trained to cut my hair nicely. What losers that are bound for failure, you shitheads can't even excel in something you do best.
Now all we do is wait.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
9:20 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Sunday, February 08, 2009
Finally got to catch
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button today with Love. It was quite a good and meaningful movie, if you get it.
Time and Tide wait for no man, so we all should treasure whatever we have now.
I had dinner alone at Long House, as the baby had to go home early. But I didn't feel lonely, cause she had always been in my heart.
I actually thought that I wouldn't need to see her home, but I saw her walking to her seat, not even turning to look at me.
Then something struck me: I wouldn't wanna see her sad, let alone waste the opportunity to be there for her.
So I ran two bus stops to chase the bus down. Seems like I still have the speed.
All because Time and Tide wait for no man.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
7:02 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Saturday, February 07, 2009
Went with the silly gal yesterday to Ang Mo Kio hub wanting to catch
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button at 8.20 but we only made it there at 8.10.
Nevertheless, we had a wonderful dinner and took a walk down the breezy streets of the vicinity while eating a one-metre-strawberry-sugar rip-roll.
Oh, I just love sugary and sweet candy complimented with love.Well, went to Starbucks with Her to study today, and surprisingly I wasn't bored even without her laptop and sitting outdoors; I spent my time reading newspaper and playing NDS's
cooking mama 2 and
brain games.Well, it was a girl-game but I seem to like it. I think cooking's fun. Brain games decided that my pre-frontal cortex of the brain was as fast as a train.
Since we couldn't catch the show yesterday night, we decided to catch it today at the Cathay. Too bad the tickets were sold out; it's quite rare for a movie to sell out completely for 2 consecutive timings, isn't it?
We took a long walk down to the Tanglin side and nostalgia struck me when I was at the Forum. I remember when my parents used to bring me there to buy toys when I was a lil kid, and it itches my inner child. To think that place hasn't changed much, and Toys R' Us is still there.
Went further down to Tanglin mall, it's also been years since I'd last been there, and we felt as if we were in another country. The buildings, the lightings and even the people passing us by were different. There was even a mini-flea market I didn't know of?
Went by some posh apartments where the streets were really quiet, and realised that She and I actually have many future family plans in common; just the kind of life I wanna have when I'm married.
Our dreams don't seem that far away.I realised that it is pretty much through quiet but talkative moments like these while walking down the streets together, that lovers bond deeper.
Now, wouldn't You agree?
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
9:07 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Monday, February 02, 2009
I read my older blog posts I wrote in 2006.
Same place, different people, different changes; different times.Not only my body, but my mind and thoughts have become a lil dusty and rusty since then.
Time to get back up stronger.
Many say things change, but as I see it, things don't change before people do. Weapons don't kill people, people kill people.
People are the ones who hold the key to their own destruction, life and death.
I believe I'm able to go to either extreme ends.
You see people change their good habits to bad ones, similarly their behaviour; perhaps due to influence.
I see this strictly as an erosion of their faith.Whatever the fuck they believed in is either not robust enough or that they're too weak to keep it.Well I'm not preaching, nor am I lamenting. I am simply ostracising because I feel that there is an imperative need to trample on those who lose faith.Nothing can last forever, except beliefs. They will follow you till the day you die.
To those who have never stood for anything much in life, do not consider yourself to be alive. You're better off dead like a failure.
We were born to be free as any other living thing on Earth, but we were also made to have an intrinsic ability to think and make choices like no other.
You are who you chose to be.
Everyone can have their own definition of pain and fun, but not everyone can have their own definition of faith.Worry not bout time and age, let nature take its course; worry instead bout your faith, for not even nature can sway the strongest belief of a man.Enough said, as sometimes the best teacher is still yourself.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
8:03 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
