Wednesday, September 26, 2007
This is it; the Battle Royal!
I've been waiting for this.
There are uncertainties.But this statement holds truth only to those who haven't stood their ground yet.To those who haven't fully understood the dire consequences.To those who think that they can get away easily.
Fat Fuck Hope.To some,Battle Royal seems like Hell Week.I smirk in delight.
Seems like I'm being too immodest,don't I?
No.
Seeing those "people"(I'm already being very respectful),who have fun all the time,yet expect to get good results,makes me feel utterly disgusted.It ain't fair ain't it?Yes,I agree that sometimes they do get good results.But it doesn't last.
Reach the top but still you gotta learn how to keep it.
To those who have ever been so consistent,industrious,stoic or even belligerent, I admire You guys.Now it's time to Stand Your Ground and Buckle Up;We've got shitheads to eliminate and a War to Win.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
2:22 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Friday, September 21, 2007
I'd just seen Andy Laplegua's(Combichrist) blog on vampirefreaks.
He made a public apology to his wife for being a jackass.He,surprisingly, believes in karma too.
Should we all believe in karma?Do we all reap what we sow?
Yes we do.You earn what You want.I see karma as a form of contrition.Knowing there's such a thing called retribution instills a certain fear of failure.
It compels You from wanting to be different from the others.I'm sure everyone has been through some "retribution" at some point of their lives right?Every time you cause grief to someone,you panic in regret and fear,thinking of the possible ways how retribution can get you.This is inevitable,isn't it?
Not true.If you think you're dead right about your actions,provided that you know very well that you're responsible for your own actions,you shouldn't even be thinking about retribution.
People always get influenced by others' opinions.It is in human nature that we are soft on the ears.Whatever we hear,do or say,we would always consider the consequences.When people pass their negative judgements onto us,we get depressed.In this case,I mean baseless judgements from people who aren't qualified to make any at all.
Little did we know that we're actually falling into their traps.
The Bottomline: Be Ruthless.Be Relentless.Be Focused.Be Smart.It's a free-for-all world where people eliminate people.There's not much fair fight nowadays.
Blame no one but yourself for being so fucking stupid if You lose to the others.It'd be time to know that You just ain't the cut.
The least You can do in a place where Everybody Hates You; Feel Lucky.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
4:50 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Monday, September 17, 2007
Who says a Sadist indulgent in hatred can't feel great?
It is just not the conventional type of contentment that You average pussies seek.Mine brings about a great deal of thrill.
I've been having visions of being a god literally...the very power that being a god encompasses: the power to make me feel oh so Great.
Great Great Great.
A little part of You dies everytime I'm right.
Everytime I'm right.
I'm gonna be right all the way...until I see each and every one of Your asses get skinned.
I don't feel nor see much of failure; let alone fear.
This might just be another great quantum leap.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
7:04 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
I realise that I'm losing my energy.
Not even Hate is strong enough to fuel me.Oh please, Joker, please don't back out on me during these few important weeks before my promos!
I need the drive to be stronger.I really need it.
A much Stronger drive.A much Stronger,Colder and Harder personality,as I've decided to shapeshift into a sadist who seeks contentment in knowing and perhaps even causing the demise of those Fuckers out there.
This certainly accentuates my own greatness.I'd be needing some new music.Music that'll put me right through my mind and goals.I'd be needing some new fucking cocksuckers to piss me off now.Just anyone to be the last straw before I break.
I certainly like people to antagonize me first,cause it gives me the chance to Fuck You back twice as hard.Come on man,You guys set the limit for me.You guys dig your own graves.Come on, Piss Me off! Fuel My hatred! Step on My Tail!
Wait,just one more thing.Before You even get angry while looking at this(I know EXACTLY how You feel), do bear this in mind: Make sure You Finish me at whatever costs, Spare me No Mercy.I'm sure You don't want me coming back.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
4:10 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Friday, September 07, 2007
I feel happy.
Very contented.Or should I say extreme Euphoria?
At last I can see those apathetic bitches and fuckers corner themselves.
In a small corner,not sure of what to do; not sure what the future holds for them; putting up a facade of happiness but so vulnerable and weak inside.Yes,their future is bleak indeed.
I mean all those whom think that the world is a happy place and anything good in life comes with a small price.People whom think that religion and friends can help alter their past.People who believe in such a delusion.
Now,I didn't say it's not good to be optimistic.We should all have our limits.
Well,in my case,I get contented whenever I see the plight of those poor cocksuckers.
I know the next thing that comes to your mind almost immediately; "Oh Joker,how can You say that?Aren't You a sadist?Are You even sane?"
Kisses to You.
Hahahaz.How I wish I could woke up to a rain of blood tomorrow.
Oh those poor cocksuckers have been through much, their lives have been tough...shouldn't we spare some empathy for them?
Shouldn't We?Shouldn't We Joker?
Aww, Joker'll say it's too bad.
Who the Fuck cares what You've been through; I'm still fucking going against You.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
4:11 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Monday, September 03, 2007
I'm an official level 2 rockclimber.
Coach's place at clementi is a totally cool place.Moreover,no helmets!
Rockclimbing does make me into a stronger and a more disciplined person.It keeps the engine going.
Well,I can't say I've wasted 2 days at coach's place doing nothing as I had my fair share of fun,but there are loads of work due tomorrow.
So what am I gonna do now?
Just Shut up and Swallow.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
4:37 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Saturday, September 01, 2007
My PW group is in dire straits.
But the work isn't.The Leader does 90% of the work.He is Me.
Bloody pissed with one of the members.Empty promises made.
I trusted.But they chose to abuse it.
You wanna know what's wrong with me? I could ask You the exact same thing.
Now, don't blame me for being callous.Went back to SA on Friday.Had an informal reunion, and as far as I'm concerned, my ex-classmates are doing very well in the other JCs. Well, it is good to know that, but that also gives me a huge reality check.
Which I really need.
We're all gonna become freaks at this rate man.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
6:14 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
