This week has been hell of a whirlwind.
So many tests, so little time. Now all I've got left is 3 more weeks to a full blown mid-year.
First things first, I just wanna sincerely apologize to my dear Gwen for making her feel all weird and sad today. I'm really sorry, and I really hope that You're alright now... all I ever wanted is for you to feel comfortable and be happy.
Sorry for seeming to be such an idiot sometimes, and always ending up making you turn the other way.
Went over to her friend's place for dinner with her friend's family on a very short notice. It sure was awkward at first, as it kinda feels like I'm like meeting in-laws or something. Well, what kept me going were her smiles and laughter when she indulged in nostalgia with her friends. I just love seeing her being so happy.
Sitting in front of the computer, while waiting for her call, I'm all cooped up with my never-ending and inevitable workload once again.
There's really not much of time left.Every second counts; Initiate to improve.So what're You waiting for?
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
9:06 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
I realised I haven't been updating in such a long long time.
Guess You guys know the reason: I've been real busy.
Had the Sports Day last wednesday, coined by SR fanatics as the "SR Olympics" which doesn't really sound very professional, but nonetheless I participated in several events although lesser then last year; the 4 x 100m, Tug-of-War and the 20 x 200m 5 kg medicine ball challenge. It sure was fun. As usual, my house won again.
Special Thanks to my beloved Gwen for cheering on for me while I was running.
Ok back to reality: I've got loads of tests coming up the following week, and I haven't been studying much exactly. Time for me to catch up again.
Time for me to Get a Grip before it's all over.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
7:27 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-
I finally got my beloved Gwen the much belated Valentine's Day present.
The magnificent couple rings. Coupled with engravings.
Had such a good date yesterday;
dates with You were never time wasting. Quality time well spent, and yeah We can sure do alot of things together.
Ok back to harsh reality: There's still a war going on between me and the books. Seems like I've been losing almost every battle.
The stress kicks in not because I fear that I can't make it, but rather, it is because of my disability to kill sloth that makes me procrastinate.
I'm afraid that it's becoming a habit.
I can't afford to let this happen. I can't let my guard down on this.I just need something to spur me; to set me on fire; to reignite my adrenaline, so that I can start moving again.
It's quite daunting to know that such a fast, adrenaline-junkie like me, is actually slowing down.
I don't want to slow down. I know that I am much faster than the others and that I am capable of being faster.
This internal struggle is giving me migraines.
I can't afford to feel Slow, cause' it's the only barrier that's preventing me from getting to the top.I have to find a way.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
10:53 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-
I figured that my blog's almost stagnant. Been busy like hell the past week.
This is week 3 and the team just had a camp with the j1s. It sure was tiring, but I guess there ain't much time left for the team when the new j1s take over.
I'm lagging behind all the others in terms of work. I wonder how my other friends are doing in other jcs. Sometimes, I just miss them.
Things between Gwen and I are going fine...I'm grateful that at least she understands and appreciate what ever I'm doing for her...perhaps that's just the power of love?
I've just piled up all my workload and it eats into my soul sometimes. Stress can sure get you changed.
But I'd just keep on standing, cause I doubt it's that easy to put me down.
At least there's someone whom I love who's willing to stand with me all the way.
Just by knowing this, brings a smile to my face.Time to pile up all my work brought over from the last week, and start the slaughtering.
All I've got is 6 more weeks to the mid years.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
3:47 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
