Monday, December 31, 2007
Here it is, 2008.
It's a new year and time flew past just like that.
I'm having sudden anachronisms and nostalgia.The 1st 3 months people of SRJC in 2007.
I wonder how they are doing.All those from my OG group and class.
I need to find time to make myself a new blogskin.
Things aren't exactly going well and most of the time we see us tumbling into the darkness.
The darkest depths of the soul.I seem to have lost my place there.That cold and lonesome place.Love does make a difference to my life.
Perhaps love is the cure, but it sure has its side effects.
I don't need new year resolutions for this year; I'm sticking to the ones last year.I don't need planning; I've anticipated everything in my mind.
I just wanna take this opportunity to wish everyone a Happy New Year.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
7:06 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Saturday, December 29, 2007
I'm back in town.
The China trip was great.It was amazing as there wasn't much shopping done...but it was worth going.
The people there are nice.Well,don't believe the stereotypes they give to China,some of them do not exist in richer states.
Went state hopping, and to countless of landmarks.Changed hotels every single day.
The weather was good, I doubt that I'd even sweat.
I'm disappointed for not being able to spend Christmas with Her, but I drank whiskey during every dinner bought by my grandfather.For a total of 8 days.
It seems like he knows practically everyone there.
I went to a KTV,played dice and got drunk.On Christmas eve,my friends dared me to go hitch a group of gals with the forfeit as eating a big banana in two bites.I won the dare.
Those gals were really friendly and my friends and I followed them to a large disco called Freedom City.It was my 1st time clubbing but I didn't dance.The club was huge man.
I played dice with Kenneth,Ee Von and our driver in the club when I saw this hot dancer goin up to the stage to dance.She was wearing a black bra and hot shorts.Well,she was hot,but I just didn't have the mood.I guess you guys would know why...I was missing someone else.
I went to the toilet in the disco.I saw things that shocked me.They had lots of pictures of babies with ketchup on their mouths.It's not cute nor funny.It was plain eerie.I had trouble unzipping my pants.
I got drunk as I kept losing the dice game.Then I saw this China bald male singer drinking half a bottle of Smirnoff vodka.Well,I couldn't even stand properly myself.
I didn't buy me or my family alot of things...but I got Her the most stuff.
I honestly hope she'd like my presents.
I haven't done finish all my work yet.Now it's a huge risk to take.
It's gonna be a new year in a few days time.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
8:44 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Monday, December 17, 2007
I've just recovered from Hell a few days ago.
Feeling so much better...and so much faster.
I've been looking forward to training with the team.As much as Gwen talked bout canoeing team spirit on her blog,I wanna talk bout rockclimbing team spirit on my blog.
This time,we actually argued over cca.As you all know,rockclimbers and canoeists were enemies and always will be enemies.Well, except for the times where two people from both the teams fall in love,which is rare.
As a rockclimbing member,I obviously do have my own expectations and aspirations.Sometimes,we do feel selfish and trample over on other members just so that we can be better.Or some of us choose to shy away,thinking that they're never good enough.
But you all forgot one thing,we're all here as a team.We fall together,we excel together.You know why some people choose to shy away from the cca,or even feel inferior while training?It's not due to the better players in the team;it's due to a lack of team spirit in the team.
When I first joined the team,I didn't really like it.I just didn't feel that I belonged.But as the year went by,we bonded with every single training.Even though there are certain members who're exceptionally good at climbing,I do not feel inferior.All it takes is just some encouragement from everyone and a couple of good smiles and laughs to brighten up everyone's winning spirit.
I am very happy to have a place in my rockclimbing team.
I appreciate every single member inside.
It's not easy to get the whole team together; that's why it makes it more worth treasuring when you actually get the whole team together.With team spirit,our passion for the sport will not die; our ability to withstand failure will not die and our will to win will be stronger than ever.Hence, we need to feel good as a team.Only when we get together as a team will our trainings be useful.I can't wait to re-train.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
2:39 AMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Sunday, December 09, 2007
It has already been one week.
I'm still down with fever.
It fluctuates.
I haven't been eatin properly...let alone sleep with ease.
I've seen a few doctors, and all of them think it's a small illness.
I don't think it is.
I've been in hell.Where you can't even rest well.
She's angry that I neglect her...but I just didn't have the strength nor mindset to kick the pain.
I look like a fucking POW now.
That fucking barber shaved off some of my hair.
Fuck.
Even more like a prisoner.
The funny thing is, I actually feel like one.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
9:20 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-
Monday, December 03, 2007
This time I'm seriously sick.
A flu to sore throat to fever.
I think it's because I'd been working late nights.
By the way, I saw Miss Then at a wedding event, she came to say hi. I also met an ex classmate from secondary school.
Pretty cool.
I do like my job, but the thing is I would always need to run for the last train.
Damn it, I haven't been sleeping well because there had been alot on my mind, and migraines are frequent.
Hopefully I can go back to work tomorrow and collect my pay.
He builds his personality like how They build bombs-
6:02 PMThe Best way out,is always Through-
